Preface : no stranger to evil
Ch. 1. Evil and the examined life
Ch. 2. Brief as a candle, fragile as an eggshell
Ch. 3. What a game of chance life is
Ch. 4. Our greatest enemy
Ch. 7. How can I stand it?
Ch. 8. Ordinary people, extraordinary evil
Ch. 9. Freedom's tilt toward evil
Ch. 10. Nirvana is not for egos
Ch. 12. People of the crossed sticks
Ch. 13. problem with the world is me
Ch. 14. politics of the second chance
Ch. 16. Don't know, don't say
Ch. 17. "Goddamnit!" and other unwitting prayers
Ch. 18. rainbow through the rain
Conclusion : but not through me.